badadas

wow its been a whole year, if not more, since ive been on. im a horribe deviant. maybe that will change :) art 20's coming up. ill put some pics up.

Schools done, and I should be happy! But im not! New people.. my friends will see poeple from camp and dance, etc and probably hang out with them and everythings gonna be messed up and so different :(

I have a cold right now and its really bugging me. NO, its not a cold actually, i lied. theyre allergies. to what? who knows im awaiting a phone call from the medical place thing to get tested. My eyes feel like theyre bleeding when i look up ugh :'o( anyway, i read A.T.'s blog on here and u kw what andea, i have problems too, but im not open about them. ur not the only one ya know. y'know.. I would like to talk with you one day, over hot chocolate or something, but I guess I'm not one of your closer friends so I can't rlly unless u want to : SHell, I don't evn know your phone number lol. Well anyway! I love how this is my 4th journal en